Well I did really well right up until I hit the buffet at Mazzios. I keep learning where I am still weak when I experience these things. I overdid it by around 1,000 calories today, which means I had about 2,500. Its another day to look at myself and realize I'm still going to have these struggles even when I'm mr thin. I can't even eat nearly as much as I used to and I'm not even close to as hungry but I still manage to break my calorie limit. Well I have a new resolve and I know that as I'm sitting here in my size 40 pants that are loose on me that its worth it. I can now wear my dads "Geek" shirt which used to come to my belly button! So yeah March 8th is the day. I want to be under 300 or bust! :D I may go to Ponca this weekend and use more of my eleptical time in the morning to study French and Management! Writing about failures is so hard somtimes! I have been dreading doing this but as I write I feel as if I am freeing myself from guilt. You guys know I messed up and I feel that when I mess up its not a secret and that really helps.
-Michael
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